Megan O'Howe
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I was born on June 12, 1986 in Niagara Falls. I did finish high school, and I regret helping others almost more than myself. I skipped school a lot because I struggled with not being able to wake up a girl and people would make fun of me for being weird. I did learn a lot skipping class on my own which took my mind off my struggle, my grades were effected by my lack of attendance which took up a big portion of the grade sometimes. I learned how to create websites, program different computer languages, make java video games for fun when I was not playing video games which took most of my time.

I've always wished I was born a girl. It took me a long time to be honest with myself and stop suppressing the things that made me happy. From a really young age I have always dreamed hoping I could just wake up a girl. I used to care more about making others happy instead of myself. I found happiness by being myself, I finally decided in late 2020 no more holding back, I want to transition! June 2021 I got my prescription and started my Journey.

I created www.ceawe.com, I take photographs, make films, music and I work on my websites. Not many people appreciate my work, I have many hours of work into my websites.

I produced the documentary Overpriced (2016), and the documentary is Antimatter Future (2022). The difference between how happy I am is night and day.
The camera I used for Fair Competition in Business was the Fujifilm FinePix XP80 that records 1080HD quality underwater. In 2016 I got a better camera the Panasonic Lumix FZ-1000 which is not waterproof but records 4k resolution and takes 20MP photographs. The GH4 was far too expensive for me and 16MP, so the FZ1000 was the best investment with the fixed lens that has a 25-400 zoom so I don't need to carry around separate lenses for different shots. My cameras LCD stopped working so it's been harder to film with it.

I have spent countless hours trying to share truth and educate others. I used to have a lot of free time to research when I was younger, I took so many days and time off my job in a wood shop over the years to share truth and make videos because something is wrong and I could not do nothing. Trying to educate others was effecting my job so I had to spend less time.

I eat a vegan diet of hemp seeds, organic fruit, some organic vegetables, and there is a lot more selection of vegan food like vegan wings and beyond burgers.